haay, ano ba tong araw na to... i just can't find any reason to smile. para bang ang hirap ngumiti dahil alam mo na di ka naman tlga masaya.. mahirap mag pretend na happy ka pero deep inside there's still part of sadness in you. d ko alam kung bakit ako ganito ngayong araw.. isang taon nanaman na ang nakalipas pero bat affected pa den ako? cguro nga dahil mahal ko pa tlga xa.. ='c gusto ko ng makaalis sa situation kong ito. suko na ko! pero buti nalang kahit sobrang down tlga ako knina may reason pa den para maging masaya ka. dahil sa mga kaibigan na nasa paligid mo at nagbibigay ng reason para maging matatag ka. ** enough of the mushy stuffs** ang saya knina kc BINGO sa school. tapos pumunta pa c chi pte c keavy.. ang saya tlga! (labo ko.. knina ang lungkot ko tas ngayon ang saya ko na) too bad, d ako masyadong nakapag stay ng matagal sa school. haay, basta kakaiba tong araw na toh.. shout outs! keavy---> thank you sa cd na binigay mo! araw araw ka ng nasa JASMS ha? chi---> ang sarap nung happy peanut kanina! joy---> thank you sinamahan mo ko sa lintek na araw na toh (bitter ko tlga!) ame---> mahal na mahal kita! maffy---> thanks for remembering! eizen---> sana d matuloy ang pag alis mo. isa to sa mga rason kung bakit ako naging malungkot ngayong araw. mikey---> thanks for everything.. for all the advices.. sobrang dami kong natututunan. thanks for being always there lalo na sa pakikinig mo ng mga never ending "luv hurts" ko at sa pag comfort tuwing nagbbreakdown na ko at sa walang sawang sermon mo sakin. i know everything will be alright soon! hopefully soon! :) bago kong LSS! Baby I miss You I've been feeling this emptiness for sometime Trying make do But my world has been so crazy Living without u I'm a man not ashamed to admit my faults Now that I know But the only thing that matters now I should have never let u go Now every night before I go to sleep, I pray That the lord would someday some how Send u back my way Baby I miss u I need to be back in your arms I've never stopped loving u My heart is where u belong Baby I miss u And for heaven and earth pass away Lord please show me what to do Tell me what to say Cause we've come to far to let it slip away Cause we've come to far to let it slip away Couldn't understand many things in my life And what u meant to me Now I'm prepared to be everything that a man Is suppose to be I don't wanna be alone no more So then my heart can take it That weeks have past Since you've been gone That I've thought that I could make it Oh baby So every night before I go to sleep, I pray That the lord would one day somehow Bring u back my way baby i miss you... ='c